30 october 2006
current mood: homework
current love: the oldies
current hate: funerals
current song: Chansing Cars-snow patrol

aren't they cute? found this while doing mindmapping. whee (:
i like the granny (: so cute.
chat with stel to like 11 plus ytd. felt eerie suddenly. den went to sleep.
chatting with EYEsis now (:
going to HONGKONG next week. YAYness
will buy lot and lots of stuff (:
i want class gathering. i sound, well, childish. like those who only screams for class gathering and wants one and didn't even do anything.
who cares. will miss JIA. knowing that her flight is 7 plus. i was on the car at that time. the whole car journey was thinking of her and imagining my future bag(:
muahahahs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARINA!
ahahas. my dearest carina (:
YANYU's bday is also coming. will buy her a belated present. she's so not gonna miss me. she going on a criuse. ahhhs. i want to GO. hmphs. HONG's bday is also coming.JIA's also. WENh's also. ISIS's also. aiyah. cannot be bothered remembering. GHAY. need to update links. soon. stupid vivienne. my skin make so long ):

CHAWAN x. is it just CHEMISTRY? says:
LEECHIN. dear

Raining rainbows/// says:
CHEWAN darling

CHAWAN x. is it just CHEMISTRY? says:
carina dearest bday is tml

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muahahhaas. lameCHOP (:
26 october 2006
last day of school
mood: hyper/sad (contradiction)
weather: BAD
took bus to school today. almost miss the bus AGAIN. saw 155 nerd.nerdy nerdy nerd nerd(:
feeling hyper(: assembly was horrible. i dozed off while singing national anthem. prize presentation was so lousy. shouldn't they do it in the mph? its so hot and stuffy in the parade square. NOELINElee is going! awww. crapped in class. did dna survey. as usual i wrote shit. many home work to bring home. im still pissed at the dreams and teams thing. A-HOLE. had a last lesson for music. eugeneLIM allowed us the play anything we want. from drums to guitar to grand piano to elec piano. played QI LI XIANG with stel. muahahahas. we played CAN-CAN (as quoted from lim.)
den SEANlim came. stel me jia and crystal went to his office to bring hello pandas and cookies. and realise it was his last day. GOSH. gave some THINGS to him (: hey. he loves one m after all. who doesn't love M? got back report book. nothing surprising. except im not in bottom five. im in bottom SIX (: whee (: i've improved((((((((((: went home with EYEsis and SHAzza. WALKED home. rained. pfft. it was still fun. the maris stella boys stink a thousand miles. took pictures in the rain (: sang songs under the rain. or under the umbrella. " rain rain go away. come again another day. little syazza wanna playing. with chewan all day (:"
saw the same few guys at tpy central. EYEsis and SHazza was telling/hugging me. dont talk to strangers dont sleep in class. must work hard. dont smoke. dont u dare miss me (:
den went home. den proudly show my mom our class tee and pullover. im still wearing the pullover. mom was staring at the "GOT MILK" part. mom said. mom says "can i wear it at home? since i have milk(:" mom is kuku todaay (:
will miss u guys.
cya 2M to be girls!

isn't it such a nice picture?
anyways. today is so stupid
i went to DIY my nails.
PINK! with butterflies.
and i tied my hair side ways
muahahas.
jiayan said i look different
she thought i would wear my baby pink hairband
bought fbt shorts.
and denim shorts.
ate POTATOE for lunch (:
i wanna sleepover at granny's house. or maybe sleepover at granny's yard. can make campfire with candles and make a huge blob of candle goo at the yard (:
saw a cockroach in a public toilet. i didn't realise it until a lady told me. i just shuddered. strange. normally i would scream and spray wadever things i could find at that creepy crawly. i feel holy today. it has been a long time since i post a story.

A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.
This story teaches two lessons:1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.
2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them.Be careful of what you say. Speak life to those who cross your path. The power of words... it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times. Special is the individual who will take the time to encourage another.
YAY.
maybe not so yay.
thanks to the dreams and teams
sickening pople.
pfft.
anyways.
went toa payoh library for cip
ALONE.
felt stupid with the lellow tag hanging around my neck.
as if i need a tag for identication.
please larh.
im doing my work so well even the librarian praised me (:
those **** girls are so goddamn suck up.
trying to please the librarian in charge (:
BWLAIJWKHNJhdna.
hong went to buy converse bag.
yeesh. stupid babarians in the shop
hong also bought WHEAT bread. wahahas.
anyways.
today is a stupid. boring. idiot. lellow tag. sleepy. skeptical. retarded.
DAY.
everyone's watching princess hours. muahahahas.
whee.
13.10.2006. friday.
ME CARINA AND LEECHIN went j8.
poor carina met so many pple.
ate at swensens.
CARINA: mashing icecream is NICE (:
whee.
ahahas.
den went to ice lemon tee.
crapped there.
leechin actually wanted to buy the gold hairband. but not anymore nice ones for us. so i bought BABY PINK hairband. CARINA bought HOTPINK. and LEECHIN bought white. only mine doesn't match my clothes.
wahahas.
and den 3 of us walk together with the hairband. AH LIAN (:
and den took neos.
soooo retarded. but its the first time we paid only 4 dollars for the machine.
we were like screaming like dunno wad.
bet other pple outside will be thinking that why these 3 girls like run out from woodbridge hostpital. ahahas.
we turn out wonderful (:
whees.
although we kept banging and poking the pen on the screen.
REE-TARD-DED.
after that went around the lvl 4 to buy present fer LILING and BIANCA.
bought XXX, XXX,XXXX for XXX
hahas.
after tat went bishan library.
legs aching like dunno wad.
just sat on the floor.
CARINA: but im not a baby!
and den waited for LEECHIN to borrow her books.
went back to J8 again.
went popular.
saw LIBING w/ her mom i think
carina bought a book named dunno wad.
mom called.
guess wad happened next
if u cant guess ure an ultimate idiot (:
yepps. cause it was friday thirteen.
so everything is so unexpected-stuff-that-makes-us-look-so-idiotic.
thats all for friday thirteen

14.10.2006 saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILING.
ahahas. i wished her for the third time (:
yes went tuition with my BABYPINK hairband.
mom says i went kuku.
who cares.
i like the way i dress.
if it doesnt bother me. why bother you?
so some sickening retards. stare at my hairband as if there is a bug on my head.
some said i look cute (:
JONATHAN MATTHEWS didnt come today):
got my partner's blog.
for the first time we talked more than 10 sentences.
stupid teacher give sooooo many homework.
exam over still liddat.
[stick out my tougue]
wonder why yanyu didnt comment on my BABYPINK hair band (:
saw zhiyun.
yanyu was like. WAH. why she wear until liddat. here alot laotiko one leh (:
hahahahas.
i wanna sleep already.
i wanna go overseas.
i don wanna see the exam papers.
i shall carry a pistol in my pocket. so i can shoot myself to sleep.
-BYE!-
GUY-ISH
[x ] you own jerseys
yeah so?
[ ] you love being sweaty.
- yuck. stink you man.
[ ] you love mud.
- no. ew.
[x] you played more than one sport on a team.
- err. yah?
[x] you've played more than one sport for fun?
- obviously. I don’t bother to list out.(:
[ ] you hate pink
- no. pink is a nice colour (:
[x] you love hoodies and jeans.
- hoo boy. hipsters (:
[x] pranks are fun.
- if not. ure a freak.
[x ] dogs are better than cats.
- cats are scary. *shivers*.
[ ] it's funny when people get hurt.
- really? try falling down in to the drain.
total: 5

[ ] shopping is torture.
- eh. no. I LOVE shopping.
[x] pulling heads off dolls isn't creepy... it's fun.
- need surgery?
[ ] you don't cry.
- whosays. if not ur eyeballs will get no moisture and gets dried up like prunes.
[ x] sad movies suck.
- hmm. kindof. I hate crying in front of tv I’ll look like and idiot.
[x] girl drama is stupid.
- almost all. eeewyuck.
[x] painting your nails is weird/stupid.
- goodness me. stretching out yr fingers in front of a fan. or blowing at yr fingers like they are ur jewels. MAAD.
[ ] you own a ps2.
- no. even I can, no way.
[ ] you own an xbox.
- do I have to repeat?
[ ] you own a gamecube.
- what is a goddman cube?
[ ] at some point in your live, you wanted to be a firefighter.
- no. I don’t want to die a terrible death in the fire. OUCH.
[ ] you own a psp.
- no thanks.
total: 3

[ ] you used to be obssessed with power rangers.
- ew, no. rangers are lame.
[ ] you watch sports center.
- no. I don’t understand.
[ ] you watch sports on tv sometimes.
- does. clicking on the channel, stare at it for a few seconds and switch he channel count?
[ ] gorey movies are the best
.- err. NO. I don’t want my mind to be full of GOREY stuff. yucks.
[ ] you aren't scared of anything.
- rats. ew.
[ ] you take part in male-bonding.
- male bonding? or animal bonding?
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice.
- no way.
[ ] you own like, a trillion baseball caps.
- maybe in a trillion years
[ ] you aren't sensitive.
- wow.
[ x] no pain, no gain.
- yeah. so? scratch yourself with a penknife and your gain will be that you learn that
your cells grow. interesting.
total: 1

[ ] you like going to go to football games.
- no. BOORRRING
[x] night games rock.-
YES. oh yeah baby.
[x] spiders and bugs are cool.
- I like poking ants (:
[ x] you like to freak out your brother/sister.-
oh yeah baby. pull ur pants up.
[ ] you used to or do collect baseball cards.
- do we do that?
[ ] saggy paints are cool.
- paints? no no for me.
[ ] you get sports illustrated/other guy magazines.-
ew. maybe if it features jay chou or some damn hot guy(:
[ ] fire is.- a fire is a FOUR LETTER word and it is hot.
[x] you don't babysit.
- oh no. I wont waste my time babysitting insolent brats
[ ] you're immature.
- oh yes. if you say so (:
total: 4
[ ]it's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
- no. its fun.
[x] green, black, red or blue are your favourite colours.
- er. some.
[ ] romantic comedies are boring.
- its interesting (:
[ ] you hate dressing up.
- no way. I take at least 2 hours to bathe and dress up.
[ ] you don't care about your hair.
- oh no. hair is my PRREEECIIIOUSSS.
[x] you love to go crazy and not care about what people think.
- yes. WHAHAHAHA.
[x] climbing is fun.
- oh yeah. steps and ladders (: do I sound like a monkey to you?
[ ] contact sports like football are fun.-
golf?
total: 3
(x3)
48% guyish
whhooos.

GIRL-ISH
[ x] you wear lip gloss.
- yarh so?
[x ] you shop.
- last week?
[ x] you wear eyeliner.
- yeah duh. performance?
[x] you buy different coloured shirts.
- PUH-lease. even there are different shades of white.
[ ] you wear halters or tube tops.
- ew . NO
total: 4

[ ] you don't like shopping at hot topic.
- as in I’ll like there.
[ x] you wear the colour pink.
- yes. SO?
[x] you consider cheerleading a sport.
- yes. jumps. screams weakly.
[ ] you hate to wear the colour black.
- no. but black doesn’t suit me
.[ ] you love hanging at the mall.-
actually no. man, I hate the noise.
total: 2

[ ] you like getting manicures and pedicures.
- i honestly don't care.
[x ] you like wearing jewellery.
- does pierced ears count?
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
- hello. yeah.
[x ] you take a long time doing your hair.
- I’ll die withour my clip, headband. and rubber band.
[ x] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies.
- erm. kindof.
total: 4

[ ] you hate the movie star wars.
- I dunno. I like the robot which look like a rubbish bin.
[x] you cry in movies.
- ehehe. yes
[ ] you are/were in cheerleading/gymnastics/dance.-
yes. LOVES!
[ ] it takes you more than half an hour to get ready.- yes. half and hours and im still in the bathstub.
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should.- yes. I always smile like a bitch although there’s nothing nice to smile about.
total: 1
(x5)

55% girlish.
whhooos.


- its 10. 20 already. iwanna on aircon and sleep. GOODNIGHT girls. and boys if any (:
night night.
*kisses on yr cheeks.*
1) what's the phone brand?
nokia.
2) what are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?
793
3) what does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
”dunno. I think I’ll be there earlier” –suyi.
4) who's the first person under M?
matthew. erm. yepps.
5) who's the last person you rang?
home sweet home.
6) who was your last missed call from?
ooh. house. I was at the library w/ bei at that time
7) who's the 2nd person under D?
donny. ahahahas. donovan the funny ass
8) what does the last message in your inbox say?”CHEWAN. thr me n stel stay till 3. bring li and science stufftel called me immediately after u hung the phone. IMMEDIATELY. wow. “ – jiayan. she is trying to be lame.
9) who is the second last person under j?
julynn. my senior that owes me a letter?
10) go to your sent items. what does the 10th message say?
” trust me. I can easily pass 160. I still feel bad thou.” –yanyu. during mooncake festival. or was it lantern festival.
11) who's the 4th person under S?
is SPORTS considered? if not then it will be stella the tootie.
12) who's your network provider?
singNET if im not wrong.
13) how many messages are currently in your inbox?
94. since last month. I didn’t know. un oh. the bills will rise a lot. pfft.
14) what do you have as your background?
I took the picture of the histoy text book saying “section C, structured essay” while im studying history on Sunday. whee. abstract.
15) who is the second person under R?
rong xian. ahhs. that guy.
16) who do you have on speed dial 3?none.
what the hell is that?
17) if you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
25 dollars only last for a month. btw im on the bill.
18) who's the last person under C?
CRYSTAL. wahahas. adorable KID.
19) how many bars of signal do you currently have?
4. it’s the max.
20) what do you have as your main ringtone?
I dunno. im charging my phone now. im lazy to go over to see.
GUESS WAD?
it over!!
[screams]
i cant believe it.
sheesh
anyways. went out with bei, stel and jia
went toapayoh a bought present for liling.
stupid stella still dun wanna buy.
tsk tsk.
we talked for 10 minutes discussing how much must return to each other.
so retarded.
pfft.
ate old chang keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
[curry PUFF]
and den went tp library.
booked to do CIP hours.
and den stood there like an idiot waiting for the librarian to come.
den went bishan.
the library looks WIERD.
ohwells. not my problem anyway.
saw many many many peichuners and ex peichuner.
including CNIdarians. (:
the childrens section so cosy (:
den went 4 level. so odd.
borrowed a book for jiayan.
called <>
direct translation from chinese.
very nice book.
den we suddenly talked about wenhui being a xiao bai cai.
den called jiayan seaweed. stella a HACKMAN. wahahaha
yibei is called............. CANANOT! whee.
im called chewan. wows.
anyways. we went back to childrens section and read librarian thought we doing self study. [sicko.]
read first chapter of the book with jiayan. chim.
bei went home at 2
we went J8 at 3.
saw sweeyan. he still looks short right?
[next time, dont give me that sickening look. just pass me like im invisible. okayye?]
who cares.
den went mac.
funny waiter. [i also dunno leh]
den eat eat eat eat.
den go home. YAY. im so happy.
cause i have all the time in the world.
(:
whee.
YAYness. maths is over (:
shan't brood over it
guess whad im thinking now...
JONATHAN MATTHEW!
[wavehandsmadly]
i ate cheese today (:
to think that i told stel and jia that i wont be eating cheese for a whole month
only cheese maniac wont follow this promise
i wonder if i could return to hhk
i hope i can
lets see whad should i buy after examinations...
mascara, denim shorts, fbt shorts, hotpink hairband, new clothes, new slippers, new watch, more neoprints. ahahas.
chewan lost weight cause of the stress
i shall eat more to gain back my weight!
whee.
shall post another story to make my post longer (:
AHAHAHAS.
-story time-
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!""I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you.""Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?""It was Time," Knowledge answered."Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."
-the end-

isn't it such a wonderful story?
BOO!
just back from LIT paper.
suffered from cold
thanks to stella
get well soon stel!
how i wish i can crumple up and die
we came to earth with nothing
we should we mug so hard to acheive things
but when we die, we couldn't bring anything
i can't do nothing, i just wanna live life to the fullest
HOW?
bigshit.

-story time-

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and drove the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car, shouting, "What was that all about and who are you?Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money.Why did you do it?"The young boy was apologetic. "Please mister ... please, I'm sorry... I didn't know what else to do," he pleaded."I threw the brick because no one else would stop..."With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car."It's my brother," he said."He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up."
Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out his fancy handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay.
"Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger.Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the little boy push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!
God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us.
It's our choice: Listen to the whisper ... or wait for the brick!
-the end!-